My dear Christmas Wish

To my dear Christmas wish,

Just to be honest, my Christmas was cold...it was dry,
my family kept me warm but what kept me warm more was the very thought of you. The thought that maybe some day, we will be okay - better than how we were before the vacation, better than how you treated me after I've told you I like you...

You are such a very complicated person, someone who would be very hard to read. How can I read you when you're a shut book? How can I tell myself there is absolutely nothing behind your big cover, if I haven't been able to bring it down?

I am hoping though, that once the truth comes out, and it will, that you will be happy, maybe not happy with me, but let me be there, let me be there for you.
But insofar as the present is concerned? One thing I'm sure of - that's I want you by my side, make my winter warm, make my days brighter, bring my true smile back - only you could do that.

If you are indeed reading this, then I'd be glad to consider myself lucky. Lucky basically because we haven't exactly been best of friends the past weeks but at least now you know what my heart's been saying. It was not at all easy to tell that you are my Christmas wish...as a cliche goes, "all I want for Christmas is YOU", well that's not true...'cause all I want for Christmas is us.
:)

Love love.
JE M Miguel Eva VIII